2010

2010, passed me by already.

2010, there have a lot of thing happened during 2010,

failure, sad, wondered, negative thinking, negative altitude..

all those negative things was mess up my life.

However, there also have something that give me a sweet memory.

Anyway, all those things had happened and it left a memory to me.

But, I think that's good enough for me to just keep the good memory~

^_^

In this new year,

Didn't date with friend to countdown together.

Without fireworks, without hurray, without any celebration...

However, I felt happy because I can stayed at home with my family.

Due to the reason that I need to go back to university after two days,

so, I really appreciate the time I spend with my family.

Although I only watch movie with them together.

:)

what's motivate me in new year?

It turned into a good question.

A new year,

A new start,

A new chapter,

A new beginning.

We need to forget the BAD;

Cherish the GOOD.

In my mind, I only hope..

to taking care of them, to give them a promise,

Once a day, I believe I can achieve my commitment to them~^^

你如何看待这些事？

最近的报章，一直都报导政府人员的疏忽，导致人民受苦，甚至家庭破裂。

没错，近期的头版，一名辛苦工作，为的是存到一笔公积金来医治女儿的病。可是，奇怪的是人还健在的妇女，公积金却遭盗。据了解，要得到死亡证书必须通过发出死亡证书的国民登记局，签证死亡证书的中央医院，发出相关文件的警方，以及发出公积金的公积金局等。

那么，这张假的死亡证书，到底是那个局的问题？导致这名妇女的5万多的存款不翼而飞？现在还在进行调查。不过妇女能够失而覆得吗？公积金局是国内最大的基金管理机构，发生这样的疏忽，我们人民还能继续信任他们吗？

更有一则更离谱的事，已经在面子书获得很”好”的评价。警员贿赂不成，恼羞成怒把车主打得遍体连伤！过后强硬把车主的钱拿走，以及在车里置放的钱统统拿走，总共损失一万三千零吉。其中的警员暗示车主不要把事情搞大，谁知道车主的不愿意配合，却换来警员的恐吓，威胁如果不配合，将会将毒品“送”他。事后连“公正廉明”的法官也站在警方的一方。这样的情况，意味这什么？我们心知肚明。

我们的国家，现在正面临怎样的状况？一个马来西亚吗？

My first step

"Interview Invitation: You have 1 interview request from ..., please check your email."

I was surprised that I received the message from company.

Ya, unbelievable that I can get an interview for internship within fews days.

Am I lucky?

Maybe, I think.

Thank God for gives me an opportunity.

And also the company for gave me a change to interview.

and one more important was one of my friend who teach me the way of find an internship job.

Since there was only a short listed people that will ask for interview,

and there was only 2 vacancies for internship job.

Hence, I really appreciate on it.

I am happy since I was success in my first step in my internship plan.

But, I was worried also.

I am worried that I cannot achieve the skill that required since the knowledge that I had in that moment was limited.

Anyway,there is no such things as a free lunch,

because nothing is free, everything comes with a string attached.

I need to put more effort to make myself success.

So, prepare well before the coming date was the primary key to success.

"The chance will never come back once you let it go."

Hopefully I can do it!! (^,^)

当生活中缺少了，你会怎样？

已经超过一个星期没上网了！原因是我家的电线被人偷了，倒霉哦！

有人说，没有得上网等于没有了乐趣。我却说，没有上网等于给我机会拥有更多的时间让我好好休息，好好的让自己充电，让我更多的时间与家人相聚。

没有上网，最大的坏处是我的FYP的进度需要暂时停留在某个阶段。也显得我比别人落后了。但是，俗语说的对：人，输在起跑点没有关系，最重要不能输掉学习态度。

有些人，天生没有比别人聪明，可是凭他坚强的毅力以及明确的目标，他最终肯定会成功的！

在这段期间，爸爸的手因为被机器弄伤了，导致拇指要“休息”，所以我就代替了爸爸的“拇指”，帮忙爸爸。我知道爸爸为了新年的费用，去旅游的念头也没有，相信工厂是爸爸现在唯一“娱乐”的地方。

谁说女子不能当工匠？我就是当了！不过是暂时啦。

虽然做的都是比较轻微的工作，妈妈还说我是“二大六”，可是“二大六”还是有用武之地，帮爸爸减轻了少许的负担。也让我慢慢体会到爸爸工作的辛苦。

另外，看报纸，也变成了我在这星期里必须做的事。从一本书里看到这样的一段：“一天不读书，面目可憎；三天不读书，犹如一只猪。”（多么希望这句话能让某个人看到。）

我嘛，害怕自己会变成一只猪，所以我每天都抽一点时间来把报纸看一遍。我希望这样每天的坚持，能让我狭窄的见识增广，从而改变我的思想以及态度。一切从这小小的坚持开始吧！

报纸只能够填补一天里面少许的时间，所以，我也空闲到翻翻妈妈以前介绍我读的一些书。这样就足够来填补我空余的时间了。妈妈有点偏爱戴晨志老师的书。以前的我没兴趣，因为觉得里面说的都是无聊的道理。也用不着在我身上。

但是，在我读了他的《序》后，我开始对这本书有兴趣了，因为他描述的是他日常的小故事，但带出来的却是大道理。很适合我这些不喜欢思考的人。

因为，以前的我，如果遇到一个没有了双脚，又被父母遗弃的女孩，我只懂得可怜那一个女孩，想为他做点什么的。我绝不会像作者般，能够从中体会当中的道理：那就是，能有那么一个勇敢的女孩，不顾别人异样的眼光，为自己活出自己美丽的一片天空以及他那颗永不向命运妥协的心。

的确，命运，是掌握在自己的手里。

“怠慢的心总是会让人一败涂地。积极的心，是成功的火种，无论失败多少次，决不轻易放弃。”这是我字典里最新的名句精言。(@^,^@)

Merry Christmas 2010

Merry Christmas!

Since Christmas is knocking on outdoors.

So, I was suited my blog to the season. (@"-"@)

Let's celebrate!

"Jingle bells, Jingle bells, Jingle all the way..."

Is time to hang lights, ornament and socks around!

And this time i will celebrate Christmas on the stage,

curiously?

Because "Voltage Desire" will going to have a dance performance in Kluang,

which was organised by JS dance school.

There'll be a lot of professional and

international dancer will be participate in it.

And this was the 1st time I take part in that kind of large show,

it'll be a new experience for me.

I believe that day will be a grand of occasion.

Looking forward to the coming of the day. :)

Cheer up everyone!

Dream

2011, the new year is coming soon.

What's on your mind now?

"There just left 15days in 2010.

My dream in this year cannot be achieve, postpone to next year"

or

"There still have 15days in 2010.

I still have 15days to accomplish my dream which I wish in this year."

Of course.The answer is all depends on you.

In every deep within each heart,

there lies a magic spark which lights the fire of our dream.

We cannot let that light gradually disappear although we fall down many times.

There have a Chinese quote:

"Where you fall, get up from there"

We must learn from lesson to bring us closer to the dream.

Who knows, maybe one day your dream will come true?

There's so much strength in all of us, no matter woman, child or man,

at this moment you think "You can't"

but, with the power of dream, you'll discover that "You can"

Once a day, when you know the power of dream,

you'll know that it'll give you the courage of embrace your fear.

Crystal,

remember no matter where you are,

to reach your own star, you must have a dream!

Wait for you

C#, a programming language that make me faint.

After studied the book that borrow from library,

the information that given still not enough for me, I even can't find the answer that I want..

(some more was expired already,don't know how many will be charged )

:(

Felt regret because didn't borrow the C# reference book from my friend.

That one was last time when I attended the MDEC training,

the company free to us.

Is really useful for me now..

arhhhhhh.....

Cannot blamed others, it's all by myself, my fault.

how can I manage to learn all those coding in this holiday?

Need to study by myself, without any help from lecturer, supervisor...

regret + helpless ~

This is a mission impossible.

Impossible I can achieve this mission....:(

But, now it is not the time to hesitate anymore,

I need save my time to do research on those coding.

I just can say that I will learn as more as possible about coding in this holiday.

At least I done the database part. I think this task should be complete in this holiday.

C#, you are so extraordinary for me, I do love you, so please come to find, so that we can improve our relationship~come~

hopefully tonight can meet you in my dream~

:)

《夏日之诗》

藤井树，今天看到某某人的部落写关于他的作品。觉得有一段写的很有意思，相信藤井树迷对应该不陌生吧。

“灵魂就像一块蛋糕，它四四方方的。 当你爱过一个人，你会将一部分的灵魂给他，像是蛋糕剥去一小片。 如果他也爱你，那么他就会分出一部分的灵魂给你，像是给你一小片蛋糕。 这一来一往之间，那一小片的施于爱，总是会让你的灵魂恢复完整。 如果你爱上的人并不爱你，那么你的灵魂，就会出现缺口。 因为已经给出去了的灵魂，永远要不回来了。”

这是来自藤井数的《夏日之诗》，有兴趣看这本书的朋友，可以去书局逛逛，看能否找到这本书。
很有意思吧，他的作品虽然我看得不多，可是他的文法很不错，用的都是简单而容易明白的字眼。把一块蛋糕形容成灵魂，对爱情模糊不清的我们，可能这个形容让我们比较懂得何谓“爱”。

p/s:那么，以后有谁愿意与你分享他的蛋糕，那么代表他愿意为你付出了他的灵魂。 当然，如果你也愿意，回馈他一小片蛋糕哦~^^

爱惜你们的生命

今天在面子书里，有个大家都离不开的热门话题，那就是Alviss Kong的事件。一个22岁的少年，为了爱情，选择了一条不归路。从自己住家的14楼，跳楼自杀。并不想要责骂，毕竟人已经不在了。只能希望他能安息。

看了很多关于Alviss的报道，很多网友都给于自己的意见。

有的说为了爱情，选择了断自己宝贵的生命实在很可惜，也很伟大，祝他早日安息。

有的对他给了一些很负面的意见。

有些是希望那些给负面意见的网友，既然人已经不在了，希望懂得尊重他。

有些说为什么他能够花时间写那么长的告白遗言，为自己拍最后一张照片，而不能花时间面对心里面的自己。

有些是想知道那个女生的面子书。拜托，如果你是那个女生，你的感觉是怎样？请先往别人立场想。

有些网友还支持Alviss的行为，表示自己也有相同的念头。天啊，这是个很负面的影响。

继上次一名19岁的少年同样为了受不了情变的打击，而在面子书里留言自杀。这已经是次单在面子书留言自杀的事件了。

年轻人的思想容易被扭曲，会不会以后都会有这样类似的新闻？

或许那些为爱能牺牲所有的人，他们会觉得我们不明白他们的想法。或许我们真的无法理解，可是，到底有什么事情是解决不到的呢？非得用放弃生命这个方式来解决？

给所有为爱死，为爱亡的朋友，在你们有轻生念头前，请你们，先想想你们的父母，想想他们如何疼爱你们，从来不舍得打你，骂你。就算是做错了多么离谱的事，他们还是对你们不离不弃。你们知道你们这样随便就想寻死的念头，多么对不起父母吗？多伤他们的心吗？

你们要知道，死了不是最痛苦，痛苦的是还在世上的人。

他们必须每天过着自责的生活，责怪自己为什么不多点关心，了解自己的孩子，天天以泪洗脸。

如果你们是有孝心的，在你们为了爱情搞的遍体连伤之前，拜托先想想你们的父母，以及所有爱你关心你的人，为了他们，请你们必须好好生活下去。

真的，生命是父母，上帝赐给我们的。在他们还没有要放弃我们的生命以前，我们没有权利去放弃我们的宝贵生命。

大家，珍惜生命，爱惜生命。最后，祝福Alviss Kong的家人，那个每天晚上放工都会打包宵夜给Alviss的爸爸，尽早从悲伤中振作起来。

Lost temper

Do you always lost temper in your life?
Yes, I do.
At last time, I will always gave vent to my parent, my friend.
I really failed to control my temper,
easily think negative thing.
Make me always lost my temper.
I think no matter how angry you are,
there is no reason to give vent to people that around you.
Although I have done this before..==!!
But, I hope to change it, any ways to control my bad temper?
I think I should be take a deep breath before give vent to others.
I do know that, once it happened, no way to turn back.
It maybe one of the key that make our relationship broke.

Stubborn donkey

I felt like I am totally a pig when I came back to my sweet home.

Because~~

Today, again I slept until 1pm.

Oh my God!

Unbelievable when I woke up and saw the time..

:)

is really terrible~~

After that I go out with father to banking in my rental and streamxy fees to my house-mate.

Wow~

don't know why there have a long queue in front of the machine.

I guess is salary come out already,

then all of them same as me, want to banking money to clear their liabilities.

There have three machine inside the bank, two machine is for cash deposit

and another one is for check deposit.

After i go inside, only I know that the queue is because of the machine problem.

And also the Malay woman's problem.

Because the machine are quite "high" quality, since it only receive the new “paper money",

it will "refused" the old one. Hence, it make a lot of "convenient" to customer.

Next, the woman, she stand in front of the machine keep on trying, the money reject by machine again and again.

That's fine~

After that, got one man felt impatient,

so he ask the woman whether want change money with her not,

but the woman just ignore him.

Use one word to describe her altitude-STUBBORN!

At the end, she felt embarrassed, and finally exchange money with the guy with unreconciled. Such a rude person!

Sometimes, if we don't want to accept people's advice, it will only make yourself in trouble. This was the proved. So, next time I will learn to accept opinion from others. ^^

迷茫的我

还有半年，我的大学生涯就此结束了。

时间过得真的很快，三年半的大学，即将要过去了。

三年前刚踏入这间大学时的情景还历历在目。

三年后的今天，我问自己，我在三年里有成长么？

思想还是那样单纯吗？对人还一样真诚吗？

对身边的人能够像以前一样

完全相信他们吗？

坦白说，已经改变了。

种种的原因另我

改变了。

变得不再盲目接受别人，

会自己学习思考了。

在大学里，有很多带着面具做人的人。

但，比起在社会里的，根本微不足道。

所以，不需要太

过计较。

在大学里，我很开心的是，

我的身边的朋友都很友善，跟他们一起觉得很开心。

或许，我是幸运的，无论小学，中学，还是大学，我都有一群陪伴我的好朋友。

在我身边支持我，鼓励我，帮助我。

可是，在即将踏入的社会里，我的运气会被我用完吗？

我还能够那么幸运的有一群那样的朋友吗？

听已经踏入社会的朋友说，

他们没有在你失败时踩你一脚已经是不幸中的大幸了。

这是真的吗？

我常问自己，我已经准备好踏入这个社会了吗？

如果还没，那么还剩半年的时间，我还来得及准备吗？

这篇文章充满了问号，就好像我对我的未来非常茫然。

希望我能尽快找到真正属于自己的天空。

~完

我们的红灯

爱情，真的是必须靠两个人去维持，

互相体谅，互相包容，

互相关心，互相提醒。

我承认，我没有做到。

我是个失败的女友。

习惯性的在功课忙，而忽略你。

练跳舞，而忽略你。

我知道的，只是，

我习惯性的逃避问题。

每次你投诉我，没时间理你，

我都会发脾气说你不体谅我，爱投诉。

过后，我都会说我会改。

可是，才几天，我又会重导复测。

问题一样没解决。

或许因为这样，你厌倦了。

开始也习惯了我的忽略，

变得不再投诉我，不再问我今天累吗？

因为，你会觉得我的累是我不会安排时间而导致的。

每当我说我很累，你都会训我，为什么要把自己弄得这样累？

三年了，从我开始读书那一刻起，我们的问题就开始存在了，

现在已经是红灯了，我们能闯过这一关吗？

我希望我们是能的！

Miss you Monnie~

Today, finally i know what is the meaning of impermanence of life.

At that moment you felt that everything was good, felt the word are good,
felt happy on everything.

But, you don't know there have such bad thing happen to you in the next moment.

There was a bad news i want to share in this blog.

Last year, if i not mistaken was on July, me and Shelyn was get a hamster from our senior and named it as monnie and shuwey. Monnie is mine, and Shuwey is shelyn's.

Monnie is older brother, and Shuwey was elder brother because monnie always bullied shuwey at that time.

Long time they didn't meet already because I take monnie go back hometown since last two sem.

Now, they cant meet already, because monnie was died.
He died because he is old.
As you all know, hamster only can spend maximum two year for their life.

Felt surprise when i didn't saw monnie at table when i reach home today.
My dad told me monnie was died on Monday.
They worried me will felt sad, so didn't tell me at that time.

Monnie, although he is gone, but i will remember him.

He was cute, cool and naughty.

He always like to put many food in his mouth
and then put it out and hide it inside the sawdust.

He like to lying on the "wheel" to enjoy his favorite food.

He don't like people touch his fur,
every time you touch his fur, he will resist.

That's was my pets, Monnie.

the first day monnie with me~he was still small at that time~

after three month~

His pose while sleeping ~ Pose 1

Pose 2~

抓准唱歌的技巧！

唱歌其实像读书一样，你必须知道自己在读什么，同样的自己在唱什么。同时也有很多不可忽略的要点，否则将会失去你应该有的分数。这里有一点小贴士，希望能帮助到喜欢唱歌的朋友能够在台上争取回一些分数。知己知彼，百战百胜！加油！！

〈〈不要做的4件事〉〉

1。老腔、很油、很抖、转音太严重

你 会常听到评审用这几个字眼来评论一些旁人听起来唱歌很不错的参赛者：老腔、很油、很抖、转音太严重等等。没错，这些情况通常会发生在一些比赛常客身上。因 为真人秀的歌唱比赛跟平时的唱歌比赛要求不一样，如果你习惯唱歌时在尾音部分转个九拐十八弯，或者在尾音部分抖过地震的话，那评审就会觉得你的唱腔很过 时，不入流。所以，尽量用最平实最真诚最简单的方式来唱歌吧。

2。选唱歌曲歌龄超过10年

如果你不能好像萧敬腾或杨宗纬那样把“新不了情”旧歌新唱得充满强烈的个人风格，建议你还是不要选太旧的歌曲，除了会暴露你的年龄外，也会显示出你听的歌不够流行。

3。选唱太高难度自己无法驾驭的歌曲

如果你无法像林宥嘉般驾驭一首歌曲，唱出自己的韵味，那还是选一些较轻松轻快容易唱的吧。唱难度高的歌曲不能保送你一定晋级，唱得吃力更会让你的得分大打折扣。

4。怯场、走音、忘词、甩拍

很 多人都渴望得到掌声欢呼声和肯定，但是当他们踏上舞台的那一霎那，却突然胆怯紧张无法面对镜头、现场观众，甚至自己。想说的是，就算多么紧张，也不要流露 出来，眼神还是要跟评审和观众交流，不要低头望着自己的脚趾头唱歌，也不要目光空洞的唱歌。身为一个歌手，走音、甩拍、忘词都是无法被接受的，因此如果不 想被评论，那就镇定的唱歌，对着镜子多练习会有帮助。

〈〈会加分的2件事〉〉

1。肢体动作

舞 蹈加唱歌，是一体的呈现方式。像一根木头般木纳的站着唱歌，跟随着节拍摆动身体唱歌，前者无论唱得多好，都不比后者来的吸引大家的眼球。如果你无法跳得像 Rain或Elva那样好，那就像王菲般随意的摆动身躯。不然就拜师学跳舞吧，要知道Jolin也是下了一番苦功才有今天的成就。

2。拥有才艺

会乐器的歌手，是绝对能为演出加分；会创作的，也是一项Bonus。拥有一项才艺，更是可以锦上添花。所以，在填写报名表格的时候，记得要写下自己的每一项才艺，也要毫不吝啬的表现出来为自己增取分数。

《试音活动》(^_^)

人人都会有做过疯狂的事，我当然也不例外~

今天考完试后，我马上赶去BP Mall参加了《终极天王》的试音活动。
可能会觉得不可思议，可是我确实参加了~XP
这项活动是从4点开始一直到8点晚上。
报名的一瞬间曾经想过放弃，因为真的对自己的歌声还没有十足的信心，担心会出糗。
可是在嘉嘉的鼓励及压迫下，我还是报名了。
还是要谢谢她的鼓励！
在递上报名表格的时候，我紧紧握住她的手，她感觉到我的手在发抖~
紧张的要死~
我拿了一个非常容易记的号码~2222。
在这次的试音活动，我见识到了不少唱歌技巧都不错的人。
有会唱会跳的，还有会自创曲的。
除此之外，还有评审的宝贵意见也让我增添了不少关于唱歌的知识。

唱歌，不能只是背歌词，一定要投入感情，也不能用太多的鼻音。
音不能太平，不然不会吸引到听众。
当然也要保持自己的唱歌风格。音，要抓得稳，不能太浮。
这些都是从评审的评价。
大家要好好记得哦~

当然还要记得谢谢陪我一起去的朋友，美珊和啊圆，谢谢他们的陪伴~^^

虽然这次没被选中，可是我还是很享受在台上唱歌。

曾经朋友说过，白羊座表演欲很强，或许吧~
.......(^@^)......

一辈子的承诺~

朋友终于结婚了，从今天开始又是另一个阶段了。在这里再次恭喜她新婚快乐！
结婚宴会，去过无数次，见过很多新婚夫妇，可是这次不同的是，新郎和新娘是我们认识很久的朋友，所以那种心情是百感交集，有一瞬间很想哭。哈哈。。（奇怪，又不是我嫁~）
这几天做姐妹，喝喜酒，拍了很多照片，与大家分享一些照片。。^^

《后篇》
结婚，意味着，从此你只属于一个人。
不能再像以前一样无所顾忌，到处乱跑，结交朋友。
不然会有一个人始终为你牵肠挂肚，担惊受怕。
结婚，意味着，你不再是一个人。
回家的时候，开始会有人为你亮着一盏灯，开始会有人坐在沙发上，
边等你边打瞌睡，回来的时候，还会问你“累吗”。
结婚，意味着，你得开始为家庭奔波，你将会有一个孩子，
你得为她的成长设计一个完美的计划。
然后，你会慢慢的变得成熟，你的孩子也在开始长大,直至成人。

结婚，真的需要很大的勇气。签一张纸很简单，可是以后的路是怎样？
与对方相处一辈子，许一辈子的承诺，责任那么重大。要如何经营之间的感情？
并不是每个人能够如此幸运的找到愿意承担那么重大的责任。
所以，有很多人结了婚又离婚。
婚姻真的能够靠的住吗？
或许应该说，你身边的伴侣，你选择与他共度一辈子的伴侣，他，能够让你放心的依靠吗？
真正答案，只有自己去寻找。

The only glass temple in Malaysia!

Happy Deepavali!Since now was the Hindu celebrate Depavalli so there have a lot of news that talk about the Deepavali.

I accidentally read a news that talking about a temple which state in Johor Baru. So i write it down and share with all of you.

The Arulmigu Sri Rajakaliamman Temple, have you all heard it before?

The temple was state in Johor Baru and was the first and only glass temple that listed in Malaysian Books of Record.

The temple was start in 1922 as a simple shelter on land presented by Sultan of Johor. 69 years later, when Guru inherit the role as temple chairman after his father retired.
He made a commitment to rebuild it.


In 1996, in spite of difficulties and challenge, the temple was officially reopen.
Nowadays, it was the most beautiful Hindu temple in Johor and it is now recognised as one of the city's tourist attractions.

The Guru points to the old picture on the wall to show the humble hut that once housed the temple deities.
Maybe you all curiously to know why the temple was glass? There have a story behind the temple actually. Guru recounts his experience, he told that one day when he was in Bangkok, he saw a light shining like a diamond, 2km far away. The driver told him that it was a wat(temple).

When he went there, he found that it was the glass artwork at the temple entrance that had caught his eyes. He was amazed that a small glass artwork could be able to capture his attention from a vast distance. This inspired him to use this technique in the Arulmigu Sri Rajakaliamman Temple.

He believes that the temple fully embellished with impressive glass artwork will attract local devotees and visitor from the world over. The reporter stated that when he look around at the crowd of devotees and tourists, he think that Guru has succeeded.


The reporter state when he enter the front entrance of temple, he found that there have 10 gold-finished sculptures close to the ceiling. One of them appears to be lying down and the other crawling, while the one on the far right seems to be reclining too. Upon closer look, these interesting sculptures portray the cycle of life, from birth, youth, adulthood, to old age and death.

On the left wing, reporter see two large panels on the ceiling painted by specially commissioned artists to convey a universal message of social and racial harmony.

In one picture, a cow is next to an Indian girl, a dog is near a Chinese girl while a Malay girls holds a cats in her arms.

The other picture has an Hindu motorcyclist being helped up by a Muslim after he fell of his bike, while a Buddhist is picking up his helmet and a Christian is lifting up the motorcycle.

The centrepiece in the Athma Lingam sanctuary is a lotus for Lord Shiva, on which devotees cana pour rose water and perform their prayers.

Dance Show！

31Oct, JS-dance school was organized a dance show in Summit, our team-Voltage Desire was involved.

The show was start at 2pm, and end at 3pm.
Actually, we already having dance performance in that place several times before but still felt excited.
This is because there have other dancer, which is more professional than us.
I think they all are good dancer and pro.
Full of energetic.
One of team which is 5 boys, this team is quite special.
5 boys, normally will dance hip-hop dance or breaking,
but, they dance sexy style.
They dance like a girl, even better than a girl. Nice!

relax-ing ourself while waiting performance~XP

Team member~^^

Voltage Desire

5 boy team

gossip girl

Pole dance

JR -breaking/hip hop

Ady - L.A style

感言 @_@

那天去看了“海洋天堂”，是由李连杰主演的，这是一套父子情的故事。虽然是个平凡的故事，可是当中却包含了很多意义。

一个生病的父亲，担心自己有21岁孤独症的孩子，担心自己不在时，没有人替他照顾孩子，担心自己的孩子不能照顾自己。

生病的爸爸就用心良苦的，尽他的能力教孩子如何搭巴士，如何自己煮鸡蛋（因为孩子最爱吃鸡蛋），如何抹地，如何自己换衣服等等。
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虽然孩子学得很慢，可是，爸爸还是一样很有耐心的教导孩子。

这个故事其实不是故事，是真人真事，发生在我们没一个人的身上。从小时候开始，爸妈就不断地教导我们，一步一步的教我们学走路，学说话。

随着时间的流逝，我们长大了，到了叛逆时期，虽然会顶撞爸妈，可是爸妈还是一样会很耐心的为我们说教，教我们人生的大道理。
到了我们上大学的日子，爸妈终于等到我们戴四方帽的一天，这时候看到他们脸上虽然满脸笑容，可是，白发却增加了不少。

到了踏入社会，勾心斗角的社会，爸妈又会担心我们适应不到，每隔两三天会打电话慰问一次，这时候，千万别对他们发脾气，因为这样会令他们很伤心。
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所有的父母，都爱自己的孩子，可是并不是所有的孩子会爱父母。

不然养老院，老人院的数量不会增加。

希望藉由这套戏，身为孩子的我们，在父母生病时，不要嫌他们麻烦，在父母记忆衰退时，不要骂他们笨。这些都是身为子女的应有的责任。

主题：献给失恋的你

遇见老朋友，其实是很开心的事情。 可是那天遇见他们，跟他们坐在一起谈天，有一种莫名的感觉。是什么呢？想了很久…

原来是朋友的失恋了，看他的神情，虽然口里是说没事，可是，心理却在流泪。我一直保持沉默，因为我也曾被背叛，那种感觉..

如果不是当事人，没有经历过，你不会明白。

人啊，真的要经历过风雨才会长大，而长大的过程，有人会更加了解自己而发奋；

也有人因为了解自己而逃避自己，然后自甘堕落。

失恋其实不是什么世界末日，你的明天是你自己的。

要选择怎样的路，只有你自己掌握，自己去挖掘。

别人不会帮你，有些更是冷眼旁观。

或许有人很幸运，有真心的朋友在身边鼓励你，帮助你。

可是要记得那不是必然的，如果不会学会珍惜，你将会错过很多，甚至失去你原本所拥有的。

过去的不需要再去惦记，相信你会活得比他好。

因为你失去的是不爱你的人，而他失去的却是一个爱他疼他的人。

或许觉得这句话很老土，可是这是事实。

有多少人等到失去了才会后悔，狠自己当初不会珍惜眼前人，让自己带着遗憾一辈子？

而一个真正会爱别人的人，他会很容易受伤。

因为在乎所以容易受伤，他的一句话能够让他崩溃。

可是这种人更懂得爱人，因为他是确实懂得什么是爱。

所以，朋友，当你的心受伤了，伤心难过是难免的，可是你哭过了就算了吧。

感谢当初的那个人把你伤的那么深，因为没有他的伤害。。

今天的你不会那么坚强！

心情

最近会莫名的心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静的发呆，突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷的发慌，就拼命想寻找一个出口。­
会发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话，感觉自己与世界格格不入，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非，甚至突然很想逃离现在的生活。
或许朋友会突然对你说，我觉得你变了，然后自己就开始百感交集，胡思乱想。
其实，我真的很想一个人躲起来脆弱，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。­
有时候，会突然很想哭，却难过的哭不出来，更不想别人看见我的脆弱。
明明自己身边很多朋友，可是却依然觉得孤单。
觉得自己找不到自己，很想放纵自己，希望自己彻底的发一次疯，能够把自己丢的­无影无踪。
因为心理会冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很糟。
以前很容易被感动，可是如今却麻木的像个笨蛋。
有时候被人伤害了，嘴里虽然说没事，可是心里却难过得要命。
这些都是长大的过程吗？如果是，可以一觉醒来后，这些都过去吗？
如果因为某种原因我丢了自己，能够把他找回来吗？

　　
　
　
　　
　　

presentation day~T.T

Tomorrow is my presentation date, everything was ready but still worry about my power point and presentation are not good enough. Am I too nervous?Yes!totally yes! I have no confident with my speaking skill, even sometime i can't speak a full sentence that there have no grammar error. That's the one of reason why i always scare to present with using English. He told me that I need to have confident with myself, since the system will be develop by me, if i have no confident with myself, then how my panel will going to have confident to me?

累~

忙，忙， 忙！！！为了一份报告，不到凌晨也不会去会周公！是我们学生生涯注定了永远睡眠不足吗？功课，无论是个人的，分组的， 永远做不完。真的是快受不了了~要发疯了！！！
今天才交报告，下星期又要present给三个老师看，被分到的老师竟然是最不想遇到的， 这次真的是应了我那句口头禅“够力”！

当然，人生不如意事十常八九，只要有毅力，排除万难，相信没有做不到的事。加油！

recent life~

wow..long time i didn't update my blog lo..i am back here again..^^

Actually quite busy after starting my new semester. Opps..I think some of you all also same with me right?
Try to refresh back, what i have done 2 month before? emmmm...............................................................let's start!

Before start the short semester break, my mother was came to my place, i brought her went around at my uni...hehe..but due to lack of time, so just manage to bring her go to library have a look..^^

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Cure treat fashion show was my good experience, this was the first time i stood in front of a lot of people, with my new hair style that set by our hair stylist. Actually i cannot adapt to the hair, because this was too exaggeration. but, as a professional model, haha..i just accept it lo...==!!

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hehe, after that was the time to change my hair style, the cost was so expensive, is RM250...include curly and dye. haha, at first really can't accept it, me and shelyn were hide at downstairs around 15min, scare our housemate laugh us..hehe, but luckily, they said was quite good. ><

After start the new semester, me and one of my housemate, shelyn was go to have a partime work. Just like the photo shown, we are selling the canon digital camera. This job was suitable for us since we both also like to take photo. hehe..guess how many photo that we take within 3 days...there are almost 200!!! but for us, we still thinking this are not enough lo...==!!!

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After that was the welcoming new intake student, this program was make me super tired. Before that day, i slept at 3am, and the next day need to gather at hall before 7am. However, i am enjoy the program. Congratulation to all the committee, because the cooperation of your all, only the program can held with successful!Cheer up!!
















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1st August, shelyn's birthday. Actually we want to give her a surprise, but finally fail. This is because she know our "style" already. Quite disappointed because can't make her cry. Next year we will add oil!must make her cry once!haha...Happy belated birthday to her...^^

Appreciated (V.V)

26th May, was my first day spends with Mama Walia. I called her Mama because she would like us call her Mama. She was a nice and open mind trainer, and I am sure I can learn some specific soft-skill from her.

The soft-skill is important to people, especially for those who are going to present and sell their idea frequently. After attended the first class, I realized that among of us was not perform well in communication skills. We all are scare to speak and lack of confident (maybe some of them are confident in themselves, but I don’t know^^) when we are speak. But, never mind, this was only the first day of the soft-skill training, there have still two more day that I can learn the skill.

Actually, I am very appreciated this training, because this training was free of charge. I heard Mama said that it will cost over four thousand if we are joined this MDEC program at the outside. Some more, we get two book for free and this is limitation book. How lucky we are, right? Besides that, we also can get an allowance at the end of the program. I think there was over one hundred per person, but this all are not important since the main reason that I participate in this program I hope I can improve my program skill and communication skill. Oh ya, there have one more I would like to add, which is this program only choose 25 people, and I am one of lucky that had been choose.

Today, I am learning some soft-skill, and tomorrow, I am going to judge people who are present in front of people and learn from mistake. After that, on Saturday, is turn me to present in front of the people and cannot make the same mistake as my friend did before. Hopefully, my presentation will not make bore to others people and at least will able to attract their attention.
>.< Y

RaNdomly (^_^)Y

Busy!!Busy!!Busy!!!

This 2^nd year short sem was my busiest sem in my LIFE!!

Whole week none stop study-ing…

Discussion for the mini PSM…

Prepare presentation of our group project….

and also dance competition…..

My god!! 24 hour seem like not enough for me!!

Actually, this short sem busy is because I am attended a MDEC program, this was a training program to train us how to use the .NET software and learning the soft-skill.

20^th May 2010, is the starting of the program. We had spend 4 days with Mr.Leng to learn some basic skill to build some simple program with using language C#. This was still strange to me, but I am curiously to know what is C# about, how to use it and how to implement it. As a SE student, I will try my best to learn it. (^^,)…the duration of MDEC program is 20 days, so the first section in this program was done, and the coming soon section is to learn soft-skill. Look forward to it…^^

At 22th May, I was invited by a forum to become a MC in the program. Although I had been MC several times before, but still will felt nervous when I need to hold a mic and speak in front of a lot of people. That’s why I always lack of confident to speak..haiz.. T.T..

Beside as a MC in that program, I and my friend also have take part in the singing competition. A bit weird right?

MC + participator=??? ^^

Actually, before the competition, I didn’t practice my voice as well. It is because I am busy in the MDEC program and the mini PSM, and also dance competition. I am just thinking to gain some experience from the competition. But, I get the 1^st prize in that competition, this was surprise for me! Thanks to my friend who was taught me do the head exercise in order to “open” my voice before sing. Besides, also thanks to two of my friend which are volunteer help us in the program. ^^