Lost temper

Do you always lost temper in your life?
Yes, I do.
At last time, I will always gave vent to my parent, my friend.
I really failed to control my temper,
easily think negative thing.
Make me always lost my temper.
I think no matter how angry you are,
there is no reason to give vent to people that around you.
Although I have done this before..==!!
But, I hope to change it, any ways to control my bad temper?
I think I should be take a deep breath before give vent to others.
I do know that, once it happened, no way to turn back.
It maybe one of the key that make our relationship broke.

Stubborn donkey

I felt like I am totally a pig when I came back to my sweet home.

Because~~

Today, again I slept until 1pm.

Oh my God!

Unbelievable when I woke up and saw the time..

:)

is really terrible~~

After that I go out with father to banking in my rental and streamxy fees to my house-mate.

Wow~

don't know why there have a long queue in front of the machine.

I guess is salary come out already,

then all of them same as me, want to banking money to clear their liabilities.

There have three machine inside the bank, two machine is for cash deposit

and another one is for check deposit.

After i go inside, only I know that the queue is because of the machine problem.

And also the Malay woman's problem.

Because the machine are quite "high" quality, since it only receive the new “paper money",

it will "refused" the old one. Hence, it make a lot of "convenient" to customer.

Next, the woman, she stand in front of the machine keep on trying, the money reject by machine again and again.

That's fine~

After that, got one man felt impatient,

so he ask the woman whether want change money with her not,

but the woman just ignore him.

Use one word to describe her altitude-STUBBORN!

At the end, she felt embarrassed, and finally exchange money with the guy with unreconciled. Such a rude person!

Sometimes, if we don't want to accept people's advice, it will only make yourself in trouble. This was the proved. So, next time I will learn to accept opinion from others. ^^

迷茫的我

还有半年，我的大学生涯就此结束了。

时间过得真的很快，三年半的大学，即将要过去了。

三年前刚踏入这间大学时的情景还历历在目。

三年后的今天，我问自己，我在三年里有成长么？

思想还是那样单纯吗？对人还一样真诚吗？

对身边的人能够像以前一样

完全相信他们吗？

坦白说，已经改变了。

种种的原因另我

改变了。

变得不再盲目接受别人，

会自己学习思考了。

在大学里，有很多带着面具做人的人。

但，比起在社会里的，根本微不足道。

所以，不需要太

过计较。

在大学里，我很开心的是，

我的身边的朋友都很友善，跟他们一起觉得很开心。

或许，我是幸运的，无论小学，中学，还是大学，我都有一群陪伴我的好朋友。

在我身边支持我，鼓励我，帮助我。

可是，在即将踏入的社会里，我的运气会被我用完吗？

我还能够那么幸运的有一群那样的朋友吗？

听已经踏入社会的朋友说，

他们没有在你失败时踩你一脚已经是不幸中的大幸了。

这是真的吗？

我常问自己，我已经准备好踏入这个社会了吗？

如果还没，那么还剩半年的时间，我还来得及准备吗？

这篇文章充满了问号，就好像我对我的未来非常茫然。

希望我能尽快找到真正属于自己的天空。

~完

我们的红灯

爱情，真的是必须靠两个人去维持，

互相体谅，互相包容，

互相关心，互相提醒。

我承认，我没有做到。

我是个失败的女友。

习惯性的在功课忙，而忽略你。

练跳舞，而忽略你。

我知道的，只是，

我习惯性的逃避问题。

每次你投诉我，没时间理你，

我都会发脾气说你不体谅我，爱投诉。

过后，我都会说我会改。

可是，才几天，我又会重导复测。

问题一样没解决。

或许因为这样，你厌倦了。

开始也习惯了我的忽略，

变得不再投诉我，不再问我今天累吗？

因为，你会觉得我的累是我不会安排时间而导致的。

每当我说我很累，你都会训我，为什么要把自己弄得这样累？

三年了，从我开始读书那一刻起，我们的问题就开始存在了，

现在已经是红灯了，我们能闯过这一关吗？

我希望我们是能的！

Miss you Monnie~

Today, finally i know what is the meaning of impermanence of life.

At that moment you felt that everything was good, felt the word are good,
felt happy on everything.

But, you don't know there have such bad thing happen to you in the next moment.

There was a bad news i want to share in this blog.

Last year, if i not mistaken was on July, me and Shelyn was get a hamster from our senior and named it as monnie and shuwey. Monnie is mine, and Shuwey is shelyn's.

Monnie is older brother, and Shuwey was elder brother because monnie always bullied shuwey at that time.

Long time they didn't meet already because I take monnie go back hometown since last two sem.

Now, they cant meet already, because monnie was died.
He died because he is old.
As you all know, hamster only can spend maximum two year for their life.

Felt surprise when i didn't saw monnie at table when i reach home today.
My dad told me monnie was died on Monday.
They worried me will felt sad, so didn't tell me at that time.

Monnie, although he is gone, but i will remember him.

He was cute, cool and naughty.

He always like to put many food in his mouth
and then put it out and hide it inside the sawdust.

He like to lying on the "wheel" to enjoy his favorite food.

He don't like people touch his fur,
every time you touch his fur, he will resist.

That's was my pets, Monnie.

the first day monnie with me~he was still small at that time~

after three month~

His pose while sleeping ~ Pose 1

Pose 2~